Certain situations are reminiscent of others, and I've grown tired of reminiscing.
I don't want to remember the awkwardness of opening up and being shut down.
Or the pain of being let go. I especially do not want to re-live falling for someone, who is not falling for me.
But I know life tends to mirror itself. Especially in a relationship sense, situations are reminiscent of others.
I can be with someone completely different and their actions will spark flashbacks from before. Having me thinking to myself, "I remember this feeling".
Its what scares me into a lonely seclusion. What puts my wall up higher than before, and reinforces it with triple concrete.
Do situations ever change?
Does anything stay consistent?
Will there ever be a situation where I am made to feel sure and secure?
