I wonder if people can tell
I wonder if people look at me and notice
I feel like I have a sign written on my forehead that says: "this girl has no friends"
"This girl has no people in her life who say they are her friends but she never sees them, they rarely spend time with her"
and maybe to them that doesn't mean much, maybe to them that doesn't mean they aren't still friends.
but to someone who comes home to herself and only herself every day... it'd be nice to have friends who actually wanted to hang out....
Because its getting to the point, where I have to remind myself that I'm likable, that people do actually enjoy my company. That I'm still fun, and not too boring and too serious.
I wonder if my one friend realizes, I always suggest we go out to eat, after we've spent the day together, so for one day I don't have to come home and eat alone....
after I write that out, it sounds so sad
inside I'm so lonely
my lord, I'm so lonely
-HRD-2011-
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