friendship

I’ve come to the conclusion friendship definently means different things to different people.Like on holidays people I consider close to me, either get a phone call or a personal text in which I actually engage in conversation. Not the same generic text I send to my acquaintances. And sometimes I call to check on my friends, especially those I consider my best friends.Latley I’ve noticed I have to change my expectations for friends. Like I can’t assume that I mean enough that my “best friends” will call me on christmas or often for that matter….Its sad when things change..you move away, get your life rolling back on track and suddenly you don’t really need me much anymore. “Merry christmas to you and your family” is what I get from you…And I start to question how close we really are…When I’m gone will these be th times you wished you had done things a little different? Who knows…I just know I just won’t expect anything from these “friendships” anymore. Text me when you can, we’ll keep it as impersonal as possible. No worries. I guess this is what friendship has come to